hiie.
i am back once in a blue moon :) its time for me to rant, to vent my frustrations, and maybe to spread my joy? i don't know what i am typing actually.
Anyway, mid years results is horrendous to the max. :( Emo-ed when i got back chem and maths. but didnt feel much, i guess this is what they call numbed. I wonder when did my results start to go downhill? Maybe since the start of this year. its time to work hard to get what i am capable of. Bad results hurts alot, it's just that i don't show. but it doesn't mean that i don't care. Teachers are starting to change for the better except for Econs. I want ms ruth tan back. :(
I want to make myself the promise that i will work hard. I MUST. Hopefully i can. :)
Recently, school makes me ponder. Two years down the road, will i still miss my current class as much as 402? I doubt so, maybe except for a few.
When one door closes, another opens. but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you have held on for so long in the first place.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Twinkle twinkle little stars, how i wonder what you are,
Up above worth so highlike a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle twinkle little stars, how i wonder what you are.
一闪一闪亮晶晶，满天都是小星星.
挂在天空放光明，好像许多小星星.
一闪一闪亮晶晶，满天都是小星星.
Lovers star and lonesome star! Xingxing and Jingjing :D
Love me Love me not. :)
Up above worth so highlike a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle twinkle little stars, how i wonder what you are.
一闪一闪亮晶晶，满天都是小星星.
挂在天空放光明，好像许多小星星.
一闪一闪亮晶晶，满天都是小星星.
Lovers star and lonesome star! Xingxing and Jingjing :D
Love me Love me not. :)
Friday, June 04, 2010
hiie! i just came to post this phrase, yea. its random.
"When your last day of school comes. Remember to cherish every moment, every detail, every hug, and even some tears. Because from that day on, everyone may never be the same." -Xuemiao's blog(:
I guess, we are all no longer the same anymore.
"When your last day of school comes. Remember to cherish every moment, every detail, every hug, and even some tears. Because from that day on, everyone may never be the same." -Xuemiao's blog(:
I guess, we are all no longer the same anymore.
Saturday, May 08, 2010
hiie. i am sick and tired of a lot of things. ):
i need them.
and i miss my awesome maths teacher. the wonderful, caring, patience mrs lee (: i need to buck up in my maths. i miss 204'07 and 402'09. i miss nanhua, badly. ):
i want the happy me to be back, soon.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
hiie.
its been a really long time since i felt really happy. i dunno when will that day come. the times when there is no need to put on a smile when u are feeling sad, the times when there's no need to put on mask in front of you guys. the times when we chiong together for O levels. and the times when we played hard together.
to certain people. i miss you guys alot alot alot inclusive of those in the same school .we hardly have time for each other and we are all lethargic when we met each other before or after school. and to those from other schools, i miss you guys loads. i miss the times when we had lessons tgt, when we go crazy tgt and when we pia really hard and endure everything tgt. it wasnt an easy route, but the presence of you guys make the road more smooth, at least at that point of time, i know that i am not alone. all of you are in it tgt with me. i miss my friends and my teachers alot. especially teachers like ET, MRS LEE, MS SATHI! MS WASSON! etc! you guys are the best teachers that i ever had. i wishes that you guys are my teachers now.
its really tough in sch, my schoolwork is fantastically in a big mess. i need to buck up, but i let that motivation. and just sth extra. i just cant shoot, i don't know why. i just get so messed up. but yay, sports club esp J1s girls make me (:
i am sick and tired of certain things. and i miss the old happy me ):
its been a really long time since i felt really happy. i dunno when will that day come. the times when there is no need to put on a smile when u are feeling sad, the times when there's no need to put on mask in front of you guys. the times when we chiong together for O levels. and the times when we played hard together.
to certain people. i miss you guys alot alot alot inclusive of those in the same school .we hardly have time for each other and we are all lethargic when we met each other before or after school. and to those from other schools, i miss you guys loads. i miss the times when we had lessons tgt, when we go crazy tgt and when we pia really hard and endure everything tgt. it wasnt an easy route, but the presence of you guys make the road more smooth, at least at that point of time, i know that i am not alone. all of you are in it tgt with me. i miss my friends and my teachers alot. especially teachers like ET, MRS LEE, MS SATHI! MS WASSON! etc! you guys are the best teachers that i ever had. i wishes that you guys are my teachers now.
its really tough in sch, my schoolwork is fantastically in a big mess. i need to buck up, but i let that motivation. and just sth extra. i just cant shoot, i don't know why. i just get so messed up. but yay, sports club esp J1s girls make me (:
i am sick and tired of certain things. and i miss the old happy me ):
Saturday, April 03, 2010
hiie! i am back again :D back to post some quotes that i found on the net.
"In life, there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go of."
"I'm scared. I'm scared that we might never talk again and I won't feel the same about anyone the way I feel when I'm with you. Most of all, I'm afraid that one day, I'll be nothing more than an old school memory."
"It's really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but its really sad when the best of friends become two strangers."
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh.But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."
"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again."
"In life, there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go of."
"I'm scared. I'm scared that we might never talk again and I won't feel the same about anyone the way I feel when I'm with you. Most of all, I'm afraid that one day, I'll be nothing more than an old school memory."
"It's really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but its really sad when the best of friends become two strangers."
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh.But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."
"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again."
Sunday, March 21, 2010
hiie. i know i have been missing for a very long time. i am here blogging cause jesslyn asked me to, see jesslyn i very obedient:D
anyway, as for my holidays after O's, before that dumb JC life starts it was awesome(: working and stuffs. the stuffs include shopping after O's, 402'09 chalet, prom, 204'07 chalet and outings etc. life after O's was really (: my first time working, first time receiving my pay cheque! then paaa, results day 110110. that day was a day filled with really mixed feelings, seeing some of my friends crying, some smiling. me i dunno how to react. cried a little, cos i dunno whether i can be happy or not. but i am very contented alr(: so i should be happy! then was choosing of JCs. it was a total headache. seriously. but anyway, thanks to those who had given his or her advice! thanks! yep. then sch reopen D: aj.
orientation was .. but anyway, OG32 was :D along with all the OGLs.
then its the arrival of proper schooling ): temporary lectures were nice cos there are alot of breaks in between, but once those tutorials kick in the enjoyment is gone, officially.
pdg 13/10 is my class (: i have zanxin and yihshuan from nanhua being in the same class as me :D but none from 402 and 204 ): oh well.
i know i am blogging in a mess right now, cos my brain is in a mess too!
here's sth emotional and filled with complaints!
i really really miss nanhua. 4 years. u tell me how to forget that feeling of home in nanhua? its a feeling that can never be forget, i guess. i miss the familarity. i miss 402'09 alot. i miss the times when half the class is sleeping and the teachers just close one eye. i miss the times when after every lesson more than half the class go to the toilets. i miss the times when mrs lee will come over and say " my dear girl! write bigger! " i will never forget this sentence, her patience in reminding me every lesson was really :D elaine chng and benny's constant nagging and suaning about my handwriting. ET nagging me about my handwriting. my small handwriting very famous. :D
nanhua toilets! nanhua canteen food! all these are so fabulous in the past, now in aj everything's gone. i miss my friends although some are here in aj with me, but still the feeling is not the same anymore. ):
i was like telling ppl if singapore was to be hit by an earthquake, aj will be the first to topple over. and i hate the fact that today's sunday which means tmr morning there will be school again. ):the amount of work to be done is one huge pile and my pile never seems to go down cos i never touch them. work during march holidays was really awesome(: i been laughing and enjoying myself thruout the 3 days! :D but sadly, sch is starting tmr): i shall countdown to 10 weeks later.
anyway, as for my holidays after O's, before that dumb JC life starts it was awesome(: working and stuffs. the stuffs include shopping after O's, 402'09 chalet, prom, 204'07 chalet and outings etc. life after O's was really (: my first time working, first time receiving my pay cheque! then paaa, results day 110110. that day was a day filled with really mixed feelings, seeing some of my friends crying, some smiling. me i dunno how to react. cried a little, cos i dunno whether i can be happy or not. but i am very contented alr(: so i should be happy! then was choosing of JCs. it was a total headache. seriously. but anyway, thanks to those who had given his or her advice! thanks! yep. then sch reopen D: aj.
orientation was .. but anyway, OG32 was :D along with all the OGLs.
then its the arrival of proper schooling ): temporary lectures were nice cos there are alot of breaks in between, but once those tutorials kick in the enjoyment is gone, officially.
pdg 13/10 is my class (: i have zanxin and yihshuan from nanhua being in the same class as me :D but none from 402 and 204 ): oh well.
i know i am blogging in a mess right now, cos my brain is in a mess too!
here's sth emotional and filled with complaints!
i really really miss nanhua. 4 years. u tell me how to forget that feeling of home in nanhua? its a feeling that can never be forget, i guess. i miss the familarity. i miss 402'09 alot. i miss the times when half the class is sleeping and the teachers just close one eye. i miss the times when after every lesson more than half the class go to the toilets. i miss the times when mrs lee will come over and say " my dear girl! write bigger! " i will never forget this sentence, her patience in reminding me every lesson was really :D elaine chng and benny's constant nagging and suaning about my handwriting. ET nagging me about my handwriting. my small handwriting very famous. :D
nanhua toilets! nanhua canteen food! all these are so fabulous in the past, now in aj everything's gone. i miss my friends although some are here in aj with me, but still the feeling is not the same anymore. ):
i was like telling ppl if singapore was to be hit by an earthquake, aj will be the first to topple over. and i hate the fact that today's sunday which means tmr morning there will be school again. ):the amount of work to be done is one huge pile and my pile never seems to go down cos i never touch them. work during march holidays was really awesome(: i been laughing and enjoying myself thruout the 3 days! :D but sadly, sch is starting tmr): i shall countdown to 10 weeks later.
