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hiie..common test is finally over,over wif all those torturing days..
went bowling ytd wif 16 204 ppl(: hahax..it cheer me up a lot seriousli. coz i screwed my emaths till like omg. i fail emaths leh until vry terrible, nt coz i dunno the question larhx its i tink i m nervous till i blank out everything larhx. congrency n similarity, my dumb way of solving stuffs.tinking of EMATHS i wanna faint liao larhx. is like nt i dunno how to do leh is i blank out everything. haiz.. failed till vry can lor. plus 302 academic vry stress cls leh. like beside me lowest is onli b3? i wanna faint liao.tink my results are horrendous in 302. haiz.. i wan dan derhx. why everytime is it maths. NOW ITS EMATHS. everybody is passing emaths wif high scores. then like coz my brain chose to black out during emaths and cause such a disastrous consequences in my emaths results. sumtimes tinking of emaths reli make me wanna go crazy.i cry like mad after emaths tt day coz i no i screwed everything up. yea,expected. so when receive the score i haf totally nth to react. emotionless. tt day cried too much liao le.till now no feeling. emaths i can do derhx if i never get too nervous for i dunno wad reason things might nt be like tt now. i vry depressed for emaths.everytime tink of emaths i reli wanna..tink i fail emaths till vry can lor. summore in 302 leh, academic so good. i m juz sum rubbish person in 302.haiz. vry zi bei leh. sry mrs lee): haiz. i wu yao ke jiu.WHY MUZ I BLANK OUT?! i reli vry sad leh..emaths): i m still sad sad sad.everytime is maths, tis time round maths disappoint me the most. haiz. i m dead.
but bowling wif 204 is fun(: at least it help me forget my emaths for a couple of hrs. is like 204 once again(: last time in 204 nt so stress leh. now i vry stress coz i everytime bottom few for most of the results. last time in 204 i m average, now like haiz.. pathetic. yea, if onli time can rewind and things can go back to the past. i m happier there without so much stress guess onli stress when jiejun is stressing ppl. hahax.as usual my bowling is.. hahax. everybody like bowling pro now onli me down there struggling wif 70plus mks. never for once i break 80.see how pathetic can i get?hahax. ytd reli make me happie if nt i tink i can go commit suicide liao le..coz its end of common test if nt it tink i recieve emaths results i reli reli will beng kui again like how i beng kui for last yr eoy maths which arent reli tons horrible than tis emaths common test. i reli reli cant afford to blank out another time. haiz.
i luv EUNICE SINYI WEIQI JEANICE JIAYU WEIJIA YANRU JIEJUN DANIEL WEIJIE JINGYI SHIRLYN VALERIE for cheering me up when i m always sad(: tks for encouraging me when i m at the brink of beng kui-ing if nt i reli tink i might juz gif up on the rest of the papers after tuesday): tks for kiping me goin on when i m in a horrible plight
hopefully a miracle can happen(:which is eva so hard..