today is a SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD day.3 da ji leh. i wonder how i can take it, so i beng kui during maths. gt back sci. my WORSE SCIENCE results ever.yea, i can go jump down for u to see. my chem is the MOST MOST DISAPPOINTING. actually is c5 wan larhx, then add half mk to b4. i was like HAIZ.i vry sad sad sad, but i control my emotions.phy i tink i ma mu liao le b3 onli.bio the most UNconfident paper that i tink i cant do end up to be the best among tis 3 larhx, although nt vry high compared to others juz a nice a2. sad sad sad sad sad. actually sci is 64.5 i wanna go bang the wall, but lucky get half mk from ms wang. chew refused to gif me for my fuse. he consider for vry long larhx. haiz.suan le. then was geo. i oso can die oso. 64 at first. then go find poon for another one mk. lucky gt, but i m still sad, but nt so sad.then come the BIGGEST DA JI I EVER HAD. i can cry. ytd ms wong was saying a1ners drop to b, i gt a vry strong feeling that its me,i told wq in the morning and its reli like tat.haiz. ms wong was like vry sad and disappointed for me too. she called me out to take paper then she took my 2 papers up and said wad happen? u did badly for both ur papers.i knew it. i controlled my emotions. 64 in total. i wanna bang the wall, or i rather i m DEAD THEN ALIVE. paper 1 she wrote i dun expect tis from u i expect higher mks from u gal. then paper2 she wrote hmm..wad happen?! i knew she was disappointed and sad. i dunno how to answer so i kept silent coz i knew if i answer her i wld cry for sure. then i controlled my emotions down there. my heart sank to the most bottom. then went back, is like except for triangles questions, all i can do de. muz as well si diao suan liao larhx. i was like writing i m stupid all over. bai chi too. then i cried for the time she goin through paper for like 4 to 5 times. pro rite, juz cant control it larhx..haiz.then i vry depressed ask sy n wq to come over help me find one mk. actually dun haf de, i went to try for one q then she say cannot. then i say ok, i cant controlled my emotions and cry again. haiz. then sy they all was saying ms wong pls larhx, help her find one mk. pls. then ms wong say u all help her find larhx.sy help me for paper1. then ms wong take mine paper2. then actually dun haf de, then she add one mk to my graph. THANK YOU MS WONG TKS A LOT. RELI TKS A LOT. it make a diff. mine worse maths ever. i beng kui for maths, reli beng kui till i chao ji sad. haiz. but tks MS WONG, rel i tks a lot. u help me.i juz dunno wad happen to my maths, i guess i was too nervous till i get such an outcome lols. ren ming bah..to me today was xie. is like all my mks at 64 wan, then add then become 65. haiz. but i no comments le, muz learn to let go. no pt gripping for so long onli made myself tong ku. lastly, which is ytd is my chi paper 2 and my gong han. my gong han out of pt leh, FANTASTIC LEH ME. but lin lao shi tks for still giving me 13. but my paper 2 can cry too coz its like mine WORSE TOO. haiz. 70plus leh. and its a low wan can. then actually mine pt there so i go find lin lao shi, and she said until i wanna cry.she said i die oso dun wanna gif u mks for tis question, i feel like tearing ur paper when i mk it coz u juz gif me chunk chunk by chunk, all anyhow dump. haiz.then i ask her another and she gif me half mk. tks lin lao shi. and i fail my wan cheng ju zi. how nice is tat too. lucky my compo is a miracle and lin lao shi last time still scare me is li ti.hahax. haiz.
ok, sry for posting such unnice stuffs on my blog, esp to eunice who say i shldnt post such sad stuff. hahax.be honoured can that i say sry to u. lols. now the happie part. tks for wishing me happy bdae today(: my smiley back=]
eunice- the frame(: yes its so cute^.* weiqi- a pen, chocos.yummy(: the pen so flutty sinyi- the nice nice nice bdae card! i love its lot.weijia, chinchye, yanru for the doggie call AH BAI(: my precious. tks a lot so CUTE. xiuhuan the hour glass and the bear. tks tks tks. evia for wishing me bdae and say gif me belated(: sihui tks for ur wishes=]
today was reli sad, but they cheer me up a lot. seeing them reli vry nice=] muz learn to let go.hopefully i can larhx..
tat all..end of post..lols..
