{colour my life^.*

today is a bad bad bad day for me can? results! ok, i feel like crying, k? first thing reach cls got he paper. one wd: lan. k? its so bad. nt even an A. pulling my OVERALL results down. haiz.
then geo paper came. sad again, but ok. juz nice la. budden eunice n jj so high lor. jj 79.5 then eunice 77.5. see they so pro lor. then came lit, i wanna cry for tis paper can!? drama n unseen prose. huijie dingyi eunice valerie...get As arent they simply pro. well i noe lit isnt my thing, but i juz wanna cry. but i tried to maintain my tears. dun wanna let THEM laugh or see the brittle side of me. i lost to weiqi, eunice. its vry lan. a low low low low low B haiz. i m falling, i wanna shout, cry out loud. eunice tried to comfort me, by saying encouragement n big dao li. making me feel like crying again, i cldn't hear anything goin into my head. on the way back home, i cldn't stop thinking i feel like crying...then back home, no mood to do maths hw, xian, mr ya still give. then relax here there then go online, eat, online again. hoping not to think anything especially lit.

shattered. confused n complicated me. why is she like tat? maybe she a real hyprocrite. experiencing so much, i learnt it. i cld sense it. THEY seems so bad, they R not TAT simple. i wish i never known them. maybe its onli HER. not another HER. i dunno. they add to my troubles. wish to get them out of mind can? hopefully can. HER so act lor. act is her ONLI TALENT...haiz...