am i juz a board being used as n where u want? u hurt mi the most yet when u cant do something i muz or sld be there to help you? u made feel guilty when i done nth wrong. u hurt mi the most n that can nv be erase from my heart, u wont there when i need you but u juz hated me first... sometimes i wonder wad do i see in you. i be hurt enough! i really wan a break. u r juz too hurtful to mi. mayb u dun understand the pain, but my life turn out a nice wan without ur existence. u juz treat mi as a board n use it when u want. u nv spare a thought 4 others. u may say i stingy/petty, but u nv truely understand what i feel. u juz luv ur own way of life. u make use of ur frenz around u first its mi then *******. u nv noe the pain we been through u juz care about urself.mayb we r nt fated to b frenz... mayb u r juz hurtful towards *us* i dun noe...u hurt mi enough n i hope to leave u permanently. i wanna forget u n move on. u existance has given mi a bad frenzship. u hurt mi too much n it can nv be erase.
enough of her...
chyiyin, i hope u r better rite now...although u can forgive *******. u noe hu i m toking...but i think she still nv change. juying she was lyk tat to mi n jr, she nv spare a thought for others. she likes another ******. she juz make use of ppl.
wadeva it is, rememba i will be there 4 4eva... u and ruojun r my 4eva best frenz no one can change tat... juz be urself...frenz 4eva...=]
i dun noe wad come up to mi. i juz let my true feelings flow in this post. if ****** and ******* manage to see it, dun blame mi. i m juz being sraight forward, not lyk u all hurting ppl behind their bad...backstabbers. *wadeva is done can nv be undone* if u really change there is still a chance...maybe u will hate me after reading this but its u all hu coz all this...
